Yes, it's all about the timing, and at this moment, in this time, it isn't right. Everything thing has purpose. It, or something better, will come. that's the promise.
So, my dear, In the meantime, what can you do to help yourself with all these extreme feelings of the intense let down and disappointment, of feeling rejected and betrayed and abandoned by The Universe?
First and most important: allow yourself the luxury of GRIEVING all of it -- all the disappointment and sadness, the hopelessness and powerlessness, but most importantly, the anger. Let it all be heard by feeling them. You will be just fine. But, you say, you are in pain. You hurt.
And I say, yes, for now.
Don't stuff them. Don't bury them alive so you don't have to feel them. It doesn't work that way. You'll have a living, breathing zombie that will keep surfacing over and over to get your attention, to tell you SOMETHING IS WRONG. Free them by giving them their voice. They are only FEELINGS. No more, no less.
Acknowledge what you are feeling -- don't judge them -- they are what they are -- but give yourself the needed permission to give them their voice. Hear them through, feel them out, talk nice to them... embrace them....wallow in them if that's what it takes, it's okay. They are only telling you that you are hurting and that you're as mad as hell about it. Well, it's true, isn't it? Sure it is.
So cry your lake of tears, stomp your feet and curse the gods for letting you down. It is okay. They're only words. Feel what you're feeling but get them expressed, so you can come to terms with them -- they have their say, they deflate, and they disburse. It's true. And then what? HOPE. Hope is on the horizon. Hope for something new, something better....but it'll be there.... and the patience to wait for them.
Yep, there's something good waiting out there for you when the timing is as it is supposed to be. Everything in it's own time and in it's own way.....The Universe has it's own natural right order....
Yes there is. Your 'job', your responsibility, is to take care of you, to listen and nurture yourself in an emotional time of need, to stay off your back with negative criticism and judgment, and help move yourself along on your incredible life journey.
The time will come; you will be ready. In hindsight, you will see....you will understand....you will know....
And that's a promise.